New morning act like nothing happened yahooo

 I just sit here and act miserable 😂 way to go virraaa thanks for ruining everything fuck you whore he was right

 Delta one day you're going to leave me toooo i know it

 I wanna be loved and wanted but the thought of giving my time to someone just for them in inevitably play in my face and leave me makes me want to punch them 😂😂😂

 Real love is for losers !!!

 I can't sleep like thisis

 I hate acting like nothing happened and that everything is fine

 I wanna cry in a dim room with thunder and all the fucking memories i've got left

 Wanna be roadkill and beg to get hit by a fucking semi-truck

 Every little thing is making me lose my fucking mind

 I can't stop thinking about ittt ghvgixigsguzuf

 I never was very good at anythinggg

 Playing Russian Roulette as a joke and then suddenly my brain gets blown out

 I miss you when i can't sleep

 Nope, I don't want to call you. Just sharpie it on a bullet casing and FIRE

Yumii ,,,

Important dates: 

11/17/2009 ~ yumiis birthday and sakura 

11/24/???? yumiis friends birthday 

 

Likes: 

Cats 

Momoguma 

Eggs 

Tiny light 

Any fandom she’s in 

Folio 

The past 

California 

 

 

Dislikes: 

Snickers 

Her family seeing her bangs 

Pork 

When people pretend to be nice 

Reading 

Bugs 

Celery 

Being sick 

Confrontation 

Ponytails 

Her stepdad 

Rootbeer 

Clutter 

Most special occasions 

Ungrateful people 

Farms 

Arguing 

Taking selfies 

Acting as a therapist towards people she doesn’t really like 

School 

Continuing conversations 

Being jealous 

Worms 

Vc? 

Siblings (more like love hate?) 

Talking to people 

Making decisions 

Meeting new people 

Trying new things 

Trick or treating 

  

Mental state: 

Hurt others before they hurt you behavior  

| Likely caused by early betrayal, neglect / invalidation, or trauma (lean towards) 

Change the situation or change the emotion 

| If you can't change the situation youre in, you try to change how you feel about it, leaning towards positive. If you can't change your emotion you change the situation, distracting yourself or someone else 

anxious / preoccupied attachment style? (reach) 

Rumination 

| not satisfied with the current life situation, so you dwell on the past because fond memories are associated with such. 

Likely significant lack of paternal love with father (mild reach but not unlikely at all) 

Her mother seems to self-sacrifice too much, causing her to emphasize with others but also suppress her own needs 

Overthinker (...) 

Accommodater? 

Sexual trauma or was exposed to explicit content at a young age (leaning towards the latter) 

Trust issues (?) 

Hates when her feelings are invalidated, likely had her feelings dismissed and or invalidated often during adolescents. Likely ties to her mentality that people have worse problems than her. 

 dislikes change, ties back to rumination. If theres change, things she mightve cherished are gone along with it. 

 

She seems to be obsessed with characters who put on a facade infront of others, characters who lie and fake their personalities, which might be self projection, it’s likely. She’s hiding or afraid of something, maybe i know what. Maybe she’s afraid of being seen without the sparkle? Or afraid of being held when she’s not impressive? Even afraid of being truly known, because what if when she finally stops preforming no one stays? What if when the mask comes off the love disappears? She has some sort of haunting fear, something that ties back to trust, to love, to something she wants. Probably love? 

  

  

  

Associations: 

 Liu Pinshao (First name might be Monica, but unlikely. Mom) 

Jin Wong (Dad) 

Eva（sister） 

Cameron  (crush during K) 

Dylan (crush 1-2.5. Played board games with her) 

George (possibly liked yumii) 

Oliver (crush 3) 

Aaron (crush 4) 

Calvin (crush 5 – disparity) 

Josh / Haki（unrequited love loser crush 6） 

Myu (unsure, 6-7 BALL) 

Dana （family friend） 

Vivian （friend） 

Hannah （friend） 

Savannah (friend) 

Emily (2nd grade rival because she was more flexible than yumkid) 

  

  

  

mentioned notes: 

  

Mentions being happier before 12.5 

  

talent notes: 

  

tried ballet, violin, kung fu, and piano as a kid 

  

didnt like the violin teacher because she was mean and kept comparing her to her sister whom was better